| Unwanted Feelings |
[Aug. 15th, 2003|01:49 am] |
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Been awhile, eh? ...I don't want any of my friends to see this post, really. Ver'd get pissed at Patt, and they'd get into it. Anyway, I'm...worried about Patt. ...I can't stop thinking about him right now. He's slid into depression, and...just thinking about him...I know what he's capable of. ...I don't want to wake up with an e-mail in the morning from his parents saying they found him in the basement with a bag over his head, and his body hanging from the ceiling. I wanna be able to tell him everything'll be ok...I know it will. I love him, and I don't want to lose him. I don't know what to do really...when he hurts, I hurt. When he's sad, I'm sad. I...don't know what to do for him. I just want to talk to him...I hope he calls me this weekend. I wanna be there to support through all this fucked up shit. -sigh-
Ja,
Kris |
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[Jul. 7th, 2003|09:30 pm] |
Final Fantasy VIII has been the subject of much
debate and criticism. On one hand, it has a
cast of visually attractive characters that
meld to the fanfic author's will. On the other
hand, because so much went unsaid, there's not
much that *can't* be said. If you want to take
liberties with canon, universe, and
characterization, this is your baby. Don't bang
it's head against the ceiling too hard.
Which Final Fantasy fandom should you be writing for?
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| Encounters of the Quizzing Kind |
[Jun. 25th, 2003|07:04 pm] |
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| | Your Body is a Wonderland - John Mayer [ Remix ] | ] |
You're Over Energetic. This category includes Zell,
Wakka, and Rikku. You have no idea how to
contain your energy. You need to slow down and
control your sugar intake.
Which Final Fantasy Stereotype Are You?
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You're Tidus from Final Fantasy 10. You are
extremely cheerful and absolutely love
blitzball. You are very optimistic but can be
naive on occassion. Often, your feelings get
the better of you and you act without thinking.
Which Final Fantasy Hero Are You?
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It all started with you, baby! A timeless classic, you were the first of the Final Fantasy hit pop songs! You're a hopeless romanic, although you can be a bit shy at times. You're beauty shines inside and out, and you also have an enigmatic air in the eyes of people who don't know you well. If you already have a significant other you cherish them above everything else, and if not then your passion for life lies within music. You're the type to develope secret crushes, but hardly have the nerve to confront them. You will someday though! </a>
Which Final Fantasy Theme Song Is YOUR Theme? |
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| Depressed Ranting / Also seen @ my Blurty |
[Jun. 20th, 2003|08:57 pm] |
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| | Roxanne - The Police | ] |
Where can I start? Today has been just one of those fucked up days for me. Everything was fine, but the realization that I don't know what the hell I'm doing with my life. I just sit around all day on my ass and don't move, well...other than the fact I do sit ups like crazy... walked out to Hardee's to get me some breakfast, but other than that, I didn't do a damned interesting thing today. My life is so totally fucked up...I don't have anybody to talk to right now...which absolutely sucks. It seems when I'm this damned depressed there's no one to talk too...these times I wish my mother was still alive you know? She's been dead for...five years...well, five years next month. And, they tell you the pain goes away? Ha, that's another lie too, but you can forget she's gone you know? But, that only makes things worse...I just wanna be able to talk to her, you know? To see her, tell her I miss her. I wanted her there at graduation so bad, you know? I wanted her to be there...watching, smiling, and crying. I wanted hr to be so proud of me....I guess this is when I started feeling down...because she wasn't there when I needed her to be, you know? It was horrible for me for her not to be there...but...you can't get what you want, right? Life's not fair, right? Right...and you know what? That Analogy just FUCKING SUCKS! I can't stand when people look at you and tell you life's not fair...I'd be a fuckin' millionaire if I go a dime everything I heard that, you know? Maybe I want it to be fair, but I can't have my damned way. Oh, it rained all week, on a lighter note, but I guess it rained all week everywhere. My stepmom's an evil bitch, too, but we'll save that post for another rainy day...and it'll be too soon before I see another one of those day. Too bad it didn't rain today, that would added another wonderful thing to my suck ass day. And Robbie's not gunna be online today....well, not while I'm on at least, and Ver's not going to be on...so this whole day just sucks like you wouldn' believe. I hope tomorrow's better. -_-;
Ja,
Kris |
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| This quiz had to have it's on little thing cause it's THAT special! xD |
[Jun. 18th, 2003|11:01 pm] |
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| | In The Club [ Remix ] - Beyonce Knowles | ] |
Not my favorite pairing, but...it's sexy. So's the picture Zell's so adorable and Seifer...gah -drools-
What's your Final Fantasy VIII yaoi pairing?
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| The Quiz Girl Cometh |
[Jun. 18th, 2003|10:05 pm] |
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| | Do Ya Think I'm Sexy? - Rod Stewart | ] |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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What Is Your Animal Personality?
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Tomboy
What's your sexual appeal?
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You are Rogue!
You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on
just about anyone. You long for a serious
relationship, but whenever you begin to get
close to someone things always seem to take
turns for the worse. But you have dealt with
this lack of closeness with an almost constant
flirtacious behavior.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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| Kuja's Post |
[Jun. 17th, 2003|10:15 pm] |
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| | Kuja's Theme - Nobuo Uematsu | ] |
At the very substructure of the Iifa tree, the Mist still stirred; even if it was only a diminutive quantity of the life giving essence those utilitarian golems were fashioned with. A last request given to a brother was to leave him at the foundation of the tree where all the hatred, death, and irony had began; but he had refused. His brother liberated him from the depths of the Iifa tree, even though it took nearly a decade to free them both from the grasp of death. When all was well, Zidane departed from the Death Angel. Where to go, what to do? Maybe return to Treno, and start a new, or follow his brother to Alexandria where Zidane would rule as King? He didn't know quite for sure, thought he might as well return to his dwelling on the outer continent and live in solitude. He wasn't for sure how he remained alive, wasn't he indistinguishable to those monstrosities he created? Wasn't he?wasn't he just another elegant marionette in Garland's scheme? Silver-toed boots clicked on the trail toward the exit of the tree, how long he sat there, and he wasn't for sure. It seemed like eons to him, but he was baffled that someone who hated him so had saved his life; even after killing so many countless lives, he was still loved by him. He stopped, gazing toward the starry sky. How he would make his way back either continent, he still wasn't for sure. He would most likely find a?chocobo, which really was quite embarrassing and uncouth, and travel to the mist continent. His left arm rose to his silver locks, brushing them exquisitely behind his shoulder. Hues of cerulean glanced about the desolate tract as he moved gracefully toward the village of the dwarves, disposing of the vile creatures that thought to make a banquet of the Death Angel. With utmost poise, he entered the village of the dwarves, but only after he direct an extremely sardonic "Rally-ho" to the undersized natives of Conde Petie. This is where our dear, and beloved Kuja would seek sanctuary for the hours of darkness that coming soon. And then, with the rise of a new sun, would work his way to his absolute destination, wherever that might be. He had decided, on that long trek to Conde Petie, we would reside in Treno, until he would find a more apposite means of journeying, instead of riding on one of those depraved, flee-ridden birds. The minute bed made him realize just how much he overlooked those large, contented beds at both manors. Irony was the last word that entered Kuja's psyche before he drifted off into an enjoyable slumber. |
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| Assholes of the Day |
[Jun. 16th, 2003|10:34 pm] |
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| | Soilder - Eminem | ] |
Can someone explain to me why people enjoy starting shit about peopl of the fucking internet? People have to have some pretty boring lives if they sit and congregate with their friends, who also have no life, mind you, and screw with people? That's a fucking joke, absolutely fucking moronic. These people have to be asswhipes with absolutely no brains, you know? It pisses me off bad enough when people talk about people IRL, but to rag on someone and start rumours or the FUCKING internet?! Braindead retared idiotic FUCKING MORONS! ...I just think I sat a new record for me by sayig fucking that many times. I usually don't cuss alot, and it's hard to get me pissed off, but you d, he fur flies, baby. These rejects have the nerve to do this to people, I know one of them, not personally, but she's Grade A Bitch. Just sits in a room, and stares at the screen all day. Absolutely ridiculous, you know? Why can't people go out and get a job or something. Or bother people they now IRL, and not on the damned internet, you know? These people are the epitome of fuckheads. -.-; There, I'm done with my rant. |
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| Biased Punks Need their ASS kicked! >OOOO |
[Jun. 15th, 2003|10:14 pm] |
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| | Marshal Mathers - Eminem | ] |
This all started about a couple of weeks ago hen some dude IMed my friend asking her to rp. That was fine, but he actually started talking to her how bad FFVIII sucked ( And if you reply to this post saying it does, there WILL be hell to pay). He got into this big arguement with and junk. He constantly IMs her wnting to rp with her, and probably doesn't even know what the word "stop" means, the ass. Anyway, he ims me, andwe rp for little while, and we get on the subject of FFVIII. He starts complaining, bitching, and whining to me how much the game sucked. And after I tell him that basicall I didn't give a fuck if I was the only person on the ENTIRE planet that thought the game sucked. He keep on going callingme retared and had th nerve to cll me Rain Man (good movie btw). I don't know whether to take it as a compliment or an insult (seeing as he was incredly smart in some aspects). Nothing makes me as pissed s some damned moronic retarded guy whosea fuckin' 21 year old who has nothign better to do that sit on his ass, rp with people, and then tell the how much a games suck. Keep your biased, and closeminded thoughts to yourself, dumbass!!!!!!! |
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| Evil Stepmothers |
[Jun. 13th, 2003|10:21 pm] |
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| | Sing for the Moment - Eminem | ] |
My dad and I had a nice weekend planned out, you know, a father-daughter thing, and my stepmom has to mess it up! I hate that, you know? So much for that, you know? It sucks, really bad. I hate it, that ALWAYS happens. I just wish sometimes she'd go away, but I guess that's rather selfsh of me, you know? But, I need time with my dad before I go out on my own...I wish she understood that, you know? But, I doubt she will. |
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| *_* -dreamy sigh- |
[Jun. 12th, 2003|10:38 pm] |
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| | U Got it Bad - Usher | ] |
Ok, it's official, I've fallen head over hills for this guy I know OVER THE INTERNET. His name, well I won't mention his name but will refer to him as Z from now on...I can't tell you that either. He might be reading. o-o; Anyway, he's adorable, really. And, I love him to death. I wonderh how long this will last, you know? I find myself staring at my buddylist waiting for him to come back on when he leaves. I've got it bad....real bad, y'all....<3 <3 <3 |
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| Le Yawn |
[Jun. 11th, 2003|09:32 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
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| | Let it Whip - The Dazz Band | ] |
I'm really, really bored, ya know? I need rp, yeah? Most of all, I can't think of a Selphie SN. -falls over- I'mu p for any ideas, ya?Lemme know if ANYBODY has a brain storm. |
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| The World is Ending! |
[Jun. 10th, 2003|12:33 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
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| | Kefka's Theme - Nobuo Uematsu | ] |
I'm OUT of Mountain Dew! The world is gunna eeennnddd, I jst know it. Not to mention I'm out of Mama Rosa's Mini Pizza's. Gak, when is it gunna end, huh? Tell meeeeeee! Oh yeah, uh, if ANYBODY is reading this, and you know where I can find some Kefka sprites I can actually save onto my computer files PLEASE let ME know! Thank you. ^^ |
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| New DJ for Kris, woo! |
[May. 31st, 2003|11:32 pm] |
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I got tired of my old name, and grabbed this one. ^^; I've finally gotten some ideas for a few layouts, but don't expect then ANYTIME soon. Until then, deal with the bright colors and the Sefie piccy! |
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